REALITY BLOGGING
I am an idiot. An irresponsible, self-destructive idiot. An irresponsible, self-destructive idiot who compounds his irresponsibility and self-destructiveness by avoiding potentially embarrassing and unpleasant situations until they blow up in his face.

I hope getting this out makes me feel better. In the meantime, I'm going to try to figure out someone else I can blame this on.

UPDATE: I spoke to the boyfriend a short time ago, and he reminded me that it is, after all, December, and therefore the December Curse has struck again. Of course.